Early in the morning I still get
a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly,
I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never
Wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'cause
I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me
when it hurts,I know that
you'd understand

ref:I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day
When I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming
But I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out but
The air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now
and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't
Have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day
When I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know,I
Would never be this strong
Without you
You've seen how I've grown, you
Took all my doubts, 'cause you
were home
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control, oh-oh-oh-oh
Nothing I can do anymore anymore
Tryin' every day
when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space
pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control